carless oval ngayon sa UP simula kahapon, sept 25 hanggang sabado, sept 30.. hehe, ang saya maglakad sa gitna ng daan.. sarap maglakad sa lane sa gitna.. (n_n)

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im still praying that this day is just a dream - that nothing that happened today is true - that it wasnt my third exam in HK108 this morning... bummer. i still havent completely grasped the thought that i took an exam "surprisingly" (cant think of a better term..). argh.. cant understand how i really feel.. haha, i wasnt even stressed while i was taking the exam, because everything was surreal.. (-_-) oh well.. at least i experienced it.
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and where is God in times like these? where is God when everything seems to fall apart? where would He be tomorrow, in my stat exam?

i get shattered when storms enter my life.. just like despicable and jologs commercials, i just feel like pressing some number on the remote and change the channel. i am constantly looking for Him. To see Him in everything i do is all i want. But its not because He is lost or in hiding.. i get out of focus. i become distracted. just like when peter almost drowned when he walked on water, i remove my eyes from Him and look to the chaos of the sea. He is with me. I want to completely take hold of His promises - to rest in faith. Those whose hope are in the Lord don't just soar on wings like eagles, but also sleeps like a hybernating bear.. you are my redeemer, my savior, my deliverer, and lifter of my head.. make me still, oh Lord, as you calm the storm.